Live game

Well, I was at this live game at Sunday, my brother paid my 50$ buy in, so I had nothing to lose... I made a big mistake, when I had AQ, I raised 3BB, then in the flop there was a Q, I raised, and the guy went all in. And I was like saying well if you have THAT, you deserved it (KK), basicly I was 80% sure he has it, but I called anyway. The next card was an ace, and he was out. I do this sometimes, and it's not good (knowing that the enemy has the better card, but call anyway.) So I played for 6 hours, but then I lost my patiente. There were like 60 entrants, and I fall out at the 20. place... I just made a bad call with A7s, and then I was so short stacked (7 BB ), I pushed all in if I saw an ace, then someone called with a higher kicker card...
But at leasted I played with someone, who is now at the WSOP main event, and will play his first day on this Saturday. I hope he gets through (I'm sure :)

WHY???

Why are people sooooooo stupid?
I'm in a 40$ tourney, first hand I have 77, I only call, I get my set, 2 people raised, I go all in, both calls, one with a top pair, and the other with the flush draw, and he gets it. Aaaargh.
The other funny thing happened to me today, that I deposited to PartyPoker, and they called me, I answered the questions, then I wrote an email, that I can't see my real money balance, and LESS THAN 3 MINUTES, my phone rang again, and we solved the problem (in 10 mins).
But then I was dissapointed, because I signed up for a 4K$ guaranteed, and Party only signes a tourney that it's limit, that it doesn't write NL before it. But I thought it's NL, so I sucked out. Limit is a very stupid and childish game. I couldn't bet out the guy with my pocket queens, he was holding 54, and turn was 5, river 4. I lost all the 50 bucks... Maybe I'll transfer some from my titan account, and sign up for a normal tourney...
The biggest hungarian win so far:
http://news.pokerpages.com/index.php?option=com_simpleblog&task=view&id=1563
Only 2nd place he's so disappointed,but I'm sure he will get that pretty bracelet!!!

aaaaaaaaargh

Blogger poker tour final yesterday...
I am still angry about it. I could win an Ipod just by clicking on the fold button. But no, I re-reised all in, I don't know why. When I'm in a situation where there's too much stress, and too much to lose, I just can't calm down and start to think. This game involves a lot of thinking, and if you lose your head, you will finish 12 instead of top 10.
I can't wait till the next blogger poker tour, I think I've learned something but I'm such a big big sucker. I am an awful poker player, and also not satisfied with all my life and myself. I give up before starting anything. hard hard hard